'Abstinence from Watching TV'

'While penning the Letter to my abstemiousness and taking a decision to ascertain from my dependency of ceremony Indian TV serials, I was fair sure that I would do it at whatsoever approach and cerebration that my pass clear of rendering and typography would non give me metre to suss out them so that would be lucky for me to do. As I started off with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very source day I watched the serials and then told myself that Im passage to do it from the neighboring day. This lapse went on the same counsel for the rest of the eld till the prototypical week of the abstinence. afterwards this, I thought that I would admit this 6 weeks of non watch TV serials till an period I tin can and if I can non, in the worst cases, I would give up.\nIn the next weeks, I put together myself commencement the Indian target for written episodes of TV series and too prepare lemniscus myself or stop by others. I found myself stop to watch or enounce get back, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and working on it. The next mate of weeks I found controlling myself and try to recover from the addiction and then some eons lapse receivable to the external cause- may be a friends place where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say anything because I didnt want to neglectfulness or lose them in any ways.\nIn the subsequently weeks, I found myself ready with studies and writing work. I didnt get clipping to do any other activities. For me it was much important to insure my course work and work tally to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say disquiet to watch it. Do things fast and pull away some time to watch it. I was feeling unquiet and a arcsecond irked, so I used to watch them throughout my journeying to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself conniption a effective goal of not watching TV serials and trying life-threatening to mai ntain it by keeping myself busy or by diverting my headspring by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways... '